I just wanna sleep and get my rest for school and then possibly take a nap to kill time and then go to work and make my money and get off and get the day over with so all I really want is for this time to fast forward so I can suffer less ugh im sorry really im just sorry but idk what to do I mean you neglecting me doesn’t do anything and I just want you to idk maybe kinda help me with my issues instead of letting me figure it out on my own cause let’s admit it im not the brightest crayon in the box sometimes so I guess you’re just too good for me huh I guess im just some sorry piece of shit that just doesn’t know what to do right now so really sorry that im such a basket case and im sorry if you have to read this on here instead of me telling you because I couldn’t find anything to say to you when you weren’t responding to me at all so yeah great communications on your end too btw and im sorry to you all for the long ass rant on here even tho i’m sure most of you wont read this but nonetheless I had to get this out or else its no sleep for me tonight

Goodnight

First time holding hands
First gaze in each others eyes
First kiss
First experiences
First time meeting family
First road trip
First all nighter together
First love
First frustration
First anger
First confusions
First worries
First tears
First pains

The list is endless isn’t it?